everyone i know thinks im this confident guy, they think nothing gets to me, that i dont have issues of my own that are fucking me around. well i damn well do, all the confidence is a mask im just as insecure as the rest of them, if not more so, they all come to me for advice but who the fuck can i go to for advice, they dont understand, theyve got no idea, no one knows how i feel and i have to just keep on faking it no matter how shit i feel. i guess i'll just keep on goin never mind the tears/fears that i have to hide. i can do it i know i can...
spend all day carting the shit around building a damn, and what do i get a dunking in the creek from an ungrateful rock wall, and i was gunna start talking to it as well, ill show it....
remember
